I fucked up. I lost the opportunity to have him as a friend. I just lost the most important person in my life.
I’m so sorry. I can’t find the words to apologize. He never deserved the doubt I cast on him. I am the monster. I reacted without verifying the truth. I acted irrationally, emotionally, angrily. I lashed out without thinking. Every moment I heave a heavy breath, knowing I hurt him, knowing I’ve put him through hell. I hope to god he forgives me, I can’t live with this guilt.
- what are you gonna be for halloween?